Date: Friday, June 1, 2012 @ 12:33 AM


Finally, me dapat online. but somehow, i don't know blogging is the first things i do than tweet first. I don't know... i've lost interest to tweet first. Maybe right now, i'm in stupid, frustrated emotion.
And somehow, i can feel like they doesn't want me to get online. Everyone else happy without me. I don't know. Maybe it was just me who were so dramatic but i don't really care lah whatever lah -__-

To be honest, i felt like he doesn't even exist where the right time he should be. and i don't know why there's always that 'another person' who suddenly text me and called me like he know that i'm lonely and need friend. Hahah that's great. i thought.

Right now, i'm experiencing all the worst moment in my life. How awful is that?
Guess i have a very very tough reason to cry all night. You just don't know what i feel. It's not because you don't reply my text or what, its just... i don't know how to explain it....

oh my god, what is all this shit. yes i am mad at you but i won't show it because i'm tired of being ignored, i just miss you for god sake i miss you and i don't give a fuck if you don't care. i just miss you. deal with it. bye.